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May 10th, 2006 (10:50 pm)

There are very few times in life where you just feel like NOTHING could go wrong....I am currently experiencing this phenomena, and i LOVE it!! I have a delightful job, a fabulous place to live, and I just feel great! I miss some of my friends, who in the last few months, have had other obligations...however, I live, laugh, and love, because of all my friends. I want to personally thank--WARPEDPUPPY--for making me realize the beauty that exists around us every day, even if we are to jaded to recognize.

Musically there is so much to offer right now--TOOL & RHCP, for starters. I have recently been enjoying sirius radio, and OMG, how fucking cool. I listen while i drive around, hearing all new things, and well then, I aquire them!! AWESOME!

My thought for tonight

Love, to notice one's beautiful flaws

Glad to be back, thanks to WP


xiola1968 [userpic]

It's that High School feeling

November 7th, 2005 (11:16 pm)

current mood: flirty
current song: The Beta Band--"It's not that beautiful"

Oh my I have a crush and I love that feeling. The giggles, making excuses to be around the person, hoping that your friends will tell him--but saying please don't. It makes my work day seem just like play. And this guy has so much going for him--he has a job, and car, and a nice home. Not my usual type. But I deserve a nice man, and hopefully this will end on the front page--well, at least in my personal paper.

A poem for the time to come

You fall so soft
upon me
I love you
I hate you
You slip & slide
away from me
Cold & wet as
you have to be
As my lashes
catch you
you hide from
up in the clouds
you seem
to flee
Virgin white
you tempt the
torture those
who drive around

what is it???????

xiola1968 [userpic]

(no subject)

November 3rd, 2005 (10:26 pm)

current mood: devious
current song: Him--"Wicked Game"


I changed my icon--all by myself! Thanks for teaching me, lexslave. The icon is much more appropriate for the extreme Perry Farrell fan that I have been and always will. It's funny how dumb I am when it comes to working on the computer. I can do so many artsy things, but the computer hinders, rather than helps me for some reason. But I have to remember, I grew up when there weren't remotes, microwaves, cell phones, and computers. I had records, rotary telephones, turntables, and the ability to walk over and change the channel. It was much less chaotic.

"Such a classic girl
gives a man great ideas"---Jane's Addiction

I cup my hands
to catch all those
fallen promises
tossing them
like jewels
across the sky

to unbutton the shirt
of your mind
collar to cuff

counting those moments
prior to mystic

hearing your liquid
language flow

mapped regions
of folding flesh

xiola1968 [userpic]

It's my party and I'll cry

November 3rd, 2005 (12:31 am)

current mood: thirsty
current song: Brian Jonestown Massacre--"That girl suicide"

I have to admit my costume ball- not really a costume ball...And I was breaking things by the end of the night, but I looked good (hehe), and there is plenty of liquor left over! I want to say happy birthday to my beautiful god-daughter, Molly-Xiola, she hates her middle name, but I assured her that one day she will be proud. On the work front things are still great, especially since i can use the "I'm the new girl clause" for the all those little mishaps. I traveled over to lexslave's house tonight in celebration of her daughter's 13th birthday, and got to watch the incredible show Trading Spouses. There are not words to describe the main character Margarete--her Jesus inspired body language says so much..Can't wait for next week. Thinking happy thoughts--I love Jane's Addiction!!!!

I am going to make an effort to post more often and be involved in this journal

Lions, and tigers, and bears, oh my

And a poem

It's silly but true

tickled pink
to meet your fancy
world of smiles
hearts tap-dancing
drunk with passion
unknown verdict
this is love
i do predict
soul kiss lingers
to tempt your mind
my golden essence
your fate will find
your words caress
my haunted being
i can't control
this divine feeling
believe in me
my heart is speaking
oh beautiful man
it's you
i'm seeking

xiola1968 [userpic]

You're perfect, Yes it's true

October 24th, 2005 (11:34 pm)

current mood: touched
current song: Faith no More--"Midlife Crisis"

I went through orientation today, silly, since I have worked as a temp at this place for six months....But it was free-time for me, and free lunch, too. I am still so happy, I hope this never ends. I feel like I am finally getting somewhere and I want to share it with the world. My party is quickly approaching, and I REALLY need some music ideas. If you know of something cool, please let me know. And if you adore my best friend lexslave--please let her know, she is amazing in so many ways.


A Poem?

But, of course

Shattered glass smiles
words like charms
on a bracelet hang
on rhythmic sink drips
standing on all corners
music mutters
shutter to think
this drink slips
slowly down
someone else's throat
beauty has her way
to touch without feeling
be without being
the same generous fool
of yesterday

xiola1968 [userpic]

She likes Football

October 24th, 2005 (12:40 am)

current mood: ecstatic
current song: Frou frou--"Must be dreaming"

What an amazing weekend!! I went to my first college football game( I don't normally like sports) and it was amazing! The camaraderie, the excitement, the energy. It was at Notre Dame, and I have a special bond with the school because my grandmother worked there for 30 years. She left us in 2004, but I felt her presence the entire weekend, and I miss her, but I know she is dancing the polkas where ever she may roam. I am not usually a religious person, but I had a spiritually enlightening weekend. I am delighted and full of beauty. And my the cute boys you see with a crowd of 80,000!!

My poem for tonight

you lure me
to depths of your soul

amazed I invite

my passion

the union

a divine madness

for you

i would

you left a song

i picked it up

carried it to

my lair

and drank it

with silly thoughts

xiola1968 [userpic]

Haunted...when the minutes drag

October 19th, 2005 (09:46 pm)

current mood: cheerful
current song: Dandy Warhols--"All the money or the simple life honey"

Well I am officially a pharmacy technician as of today. YEAH, a real job. Now I will have money to focus on my art and eventually music. I feel a happy calm, for the first time in a long time. No silly boys, no wasting money, and no deliberately hurting myself. But I am anxious, waiting for the next phase, whatever that may be. I am also very excited as I am going to the Notre Dame game this weekend--normally sports--icky, but it has to do with my grandmother who worked there for years. And yes, still working on the costume ball I am hosting. I am currently making cd's for the party, Does anyone have any ideas as far as cool music/songs???

And the poem, yes the poem

Lick the words
From my tongue
As teardrops dance
on your breast
Ambient light
soon smiles
The dark rapture
between us
the finale
to drown
in solemn existence

xiola1968 [userpic]

And in this limelight

October 12th, 2005 (12:52 am)

current mood: frustrated
current song: Limp Bizkit--"No Sex"

Another day of beauty and adoration. I hope this never ends, I like being the new chick on the job!!
Nervous about my party, no costume yet--starting to worry...But none the less it will be a magical night, as long as my friendly DJ lexslave is there. Tonight my poem revolves around boys--though I have tried, it never works exactly right with those creatures!!

Twisting in a pool
of red & blue

anger & peace

Watching the quiet
decent of happiness

a mask taken off

Wandering through
A drawer-full
of memories

things you learned
to like

Hearing words
only in my ears

you never verbalized

Wishing times

never had to change

Most of them were good

xiola1968 [userpic]

Born to be kissed

October 11th, 2005 (12:00 am)

current mood: giddy
current song: Hooters--"She comes in colors"

I haven't felt this very often but, it's that feeling when nothing matters, everything is falling into place, you are adored, admired by all, and the world is spinning just for you. That was today for me. I only wish that feeling could be bottled and taken legally. I started my new job, and although I'm still doing the same thing, it's in a cooler place!! These people think I hung the moon, little do they know....

Anyway, I believe that I have found a poem that I wrote for lexslave, when we were far, far apart.

To be alike
sometime we cherish
others we relish
But we always admire
We have our differences
opposition is attraction
With the current distance
loneliness envelops me
but then I
hear my voice
in you
and I realize
how divine we are
the line between
pleasure and pain
is so thin
I don't want
to feel your pain
although I do
My sister
Goddess of my mind
My feelings
are hanging on
your words
please collect them
As I collect
your tears and smiles
We love and hate
but know
our divine madness
will carry on
someday to unite
again and speak
the words that one is
and the other
is saying
I can't thank
you enough for
the --connection
it binds
as a books pages
this is not a
plea of desperation
but a tribute
to how special
I've felt to know
you, in me

Good Evening Darlings

xiola1968 [userpic]

Just a friend

October 7th, 2005 (12:42 am)

current mood: nostalgic
current song: My Morning Jacket--"Gideon"

I almost forgot my poem for the day

This was written about a good friend of mine JPM jr

We miss you, John

A room within
Rock legend walls
The guitar leans
in a corner
Without song
A fan creates
Strobe light flashes
Dylan whines to
a sleeping listener
Dreams of chaos
Escaping Reality
One way
or another
The telephone rings
He's awakened now
His eyes meet
The wooden body
He's an artist
you know---

But the distance

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